& 070109
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @6:38 PM
herro.
im bored.
juz got back frm band tryouts fr sec 1.
we oni had 1A today.
they were... pretty scary, if u ask me.
hahhas.
well, im not those hyper and loud and blah ppl,
at least not when im not wif the ppl who are close to me.
and i suck at teaching.
hahas.
aft the tryouts,
we tried diff instruments.
kewl.
haha.
i tried flute, sax, trumpet
and i cud play them.
hahahas.
1st tym playing a woodwind instrument.
so fun.
sch was... sucky today.
too much grp stuff.
and actually the grps cud be formed pretty perfectly,
but somebody had to fucking screw it up
im not gonna go into details
but that left me pretty depressed.
am i that unwanted?
am i such a burden to ppl?
argh.
sry im juz venting.
ppl, juz skip this whole part.
but srsly.
i hate it.
i hate it when ppl treat me like invisible
yeah i noe im boring...
very boring in fact
so i dun blame ppl abt that.
but it rly bothers me when im left out.
and thats why i hate grp wrk.
sure, its better than doing it all on ur own
but yeah. im sick of all this alr
sum ppl wun understand
those that are social butterflies, unlike me
and this sucks, srsly
ugh. i dun even noe why im writing all this here
ventingventingventing......
........................
fortunately, there was band tryouts fr sec 1 aft sch
which brightened my day.
haha.
so... anyway
im still not dun wif todays hw
ohkays then.
bwais(: