& i'll make every second count when i'm with you
Friday, August 20, 2010 @9:16 PM
hi.hmmm.
TGIF :D
haha yeap its finally Friday.
which means I can sleep in tomorrow.
Reaalll tired these few days.
Finally a break.
So hm. My week was fine.
Nothing much interesting.
Ohoh. We baked tarts during design today.
well, just the first half of the class.
haha. not bad. it was fun.
hmm.
it was drizzling when i left my house to go to school today,
i decided to walk, after seeing just a drizzle,
and the rain got heavier and heavier...
hahaha so yeah i was pretty wet,
but at least i made it to school.
wasn't too bad. hope no careless mistakes.
hmmm.
band was fine, the juniors... hmm...
ah well.
nothing much to blog about now, actually.
this week was just... quite uneventful.
except for the parts that should not be mentioned.
and that's... quite the main parts of the week to me.
anywayyy...
i kinda felt really stressed the past few days.
it's like, my studies are deproving,
i'm getting quieter...
or is it just my perception?
i don't know...
but i just hope i don't fall in deeper.
i like Wednesdays, Fridays, Sundays :D
haha.
oh that was just random.
lalala, homework homework homework.
don't feel like doing any now.
piano lesson tomorrow.
haven't practiced for like a week.
that's gonna be...
ohkay nevermind. just hope it goes well.
i want to sleep already, but it's just 9.28pm.
so early...
arghhh i suddenly feel so stressed again.
this keeps happening.
it feel like my life's going outta control, i can't save myself.
ah, relax Grace.
ugh. seriously.
i'm afraid. i'm so afraid.
i wish someone would be there for me.
sigh. it's always, 'i wish', 'if only'.
if only my dreams would come true.
me and my impossible fantasies.
i hate pretending everything's fine.
it just doesn't feel right.
it's like, i'm... living in denial.
i don't get it. things and phrases that used to make me feel better some time ago, don't work now.
i suppose i've fallen again, haven't i?
wait. i'm am being emo.
why am i being emo?
that's against my laws of life.
yesh, that's somewhat the topic i wrote.
anywayyy... i can do this.
i can, i can, i can.
maybe i should go to sleep already, to shake off this horrid feeling.
ah okoks.
shall end now.
bb~
I want to fly.