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Friday, September 17, 2010 @4:33 PM
heyys.hmm. I'm bored.
it's Friday already.
ah well. nothing much to say.
I'm just too bored and that's why I'm here.
haha.
so... gah. I always can't make myself study, cause I always think that I'll forget everything by the day of the test or exam, so I'm not motivated. I only can study if the test or exam is the next day. and apparently, there aren't any tests coming up. but I wonder, if I actually did study beforehand, would I do better? ah anywayy...
we have this new coform teacher. ms rebecca teo or something. quite pretty. and apparently certain guys in my class wanna rape her. LOL, kidding, of course they won't. i hope. haha.
HCL oral next tuesday. GAH. I failed my HCL oral last year. I didn't know what to say for the conversation so most of the time I stared blankly at the teacher. and at first I also didn't know what the topic was about. hmm for this year, they gave us the topics already, so I'd better not stare blankly at the teacher this time. they'd probably be much more strict in the marking cause we could prepare. and that scares me. I can't fail this time... I need the marks.
and speaking of exams, EOYs are like... let's see... today's 17 sept, so there are about 21 days to EOYs. ah. scary. even though my CA2 marks has been fine, not that good, but okok lah, EOYs might throw me down the drain. Lol, not literally of course, but it's gonna trash me. gah. crap. I'm worrying myself just thinking about it. then why can't I make myself study? argh. I need more self control. will somebody confiscate my com? LOL wait please don't. I can't live without it. just confiscate it for hmm... how about 3h a day? lol. not expecting you to.
so yeah, my CA2 marks are... not that good, but not that bad either for certain subjects. got first in class for science, 2nd in class for math, A2 for HCL, which is a miracle, lit and eng B3, sucky, Art/D&T A1. but alas, it's only CA2. I totally need EOYs to pull up my lit and english. oh, and don't forget geog, i got A2, not good, and the big test is coming up soon. furthermore, the teacher is mrs soon, and that makes it a million times worse.
anywayyy... there's some lantern festival thing at my pri sch later, NHPS. ah, I miss my pri school, even though the memories I have about it aren't that good. hope it won't be weird or awkward.
oh yeah. we're doing music for design now. not F&N anymore. no more cooking T.T but anyway, this mashups thing seems fun. no, it is quite fun. haha.
ah well. i think that's all for nowww...
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