Friday, September 3, 2010 @8:08 PM
yo.
hmm.
last day of term 3!
that's really fast.
really really fast.
gasps.
EOYs in about a month's time!
AHHHHH >.<'
streaming...
I'm scaring myself just thinking about it.
I really wanna go triple sci
ence.
I. Don't. Want. Lit.
Haha so.
my week was fine.
Holidays starting already.
hmm. Tuesday was Teachers' Day Celebration.
school started at 8.30am, so I could wake up like 1h later than usual :D
so basically we just sat in the hall... mhmm...
it was fine, really, just that the sound system wasn't working well and according to the councillors, it didn't go as planned.
ah well. it was fine.
then after that, PiaoLin came over to my house to try out for the F&N practical.
we bought the ingredients on Sunday.
so yeah, it turned out fine, not bad.
then we had to go back to school to get our geography textbooks cause of the test on Thursday.
while crossing the road to NHPS that side [I live opp NHPS that's why],
I passed by several ex-classmates.
QiaoYuan, JingWen, Charmaine, Jerelyn.
ahhh I wanted to go back to primary school lor.
and it's just like... opp my house...
but then the project...
ah wells.
next year I guess.
so yeah we went to school, then NTUC to stock up on supplies, then home.
Hmm. Wednesday was a school holiday.
stayed at home the whole day.
yeaps.
homework, geog test revision.
boring day.
then thursday... yesterday...
yeah, geog test. thank goodness it's open book.
after school, PiaoLin came over to my house to try out the 2nd dish.
we put our stuff down, then went to buy ingredients.
LOL.
hard to find.
we had to go to 3 different supermarkets.
NTUC, Sheng Siong, Cold Storage.
and yeaps. it turned out fine in the end.
although I went totally broke after that.
then yeah, home.
so today.
the F&N practical.
gah.
I had everything, but then...
I forgot...
the mozerella cheese...
and the chicken franks...
the 2 main ingredients of the dish...
it was a horrible moment.
I mean like, how would you feel if you had disappointed someone who totally trusted you?
yeah, that's it. I'm such a disappointment.
I wanted to just break down and cry.
I've disappointed people enough times already.
Problem is my lack of courage and my carelessness.
sigh.
worse thing is, I didn't even say sorry.
I really wanted to, you know.
it just... wouldn't come out.
like everything else I held in.
what's wrong with me?
why can't I just... talk?
ohkay, maybe she's forgiven me already, but I bet somewhere there, even if she trusts me, there'll still be that tiny bit of doubt.
haiz.
something like that has happened before.
in fact, many times.
haiz.
yeah, ohkay, I did cry, to myself,
but I tried to stay strong.
it wouldn't help by crying, right?
and I remembered something I came across recently.
I remember praying for certain things there.
so yeah. I guess...
and I also wonder if nothing had gone wrong, everything went according to plan, would tcher say the same thing she said after tasting our dishes today?
as in like... maybe if I didn't forget those, would something else have gone wrong? hmm.
so s'alright.
haha.
ohkay. moving on.
what else is there actually?
hmmm.
oh yeah. after school today, I went SP Macs with PiaoLin and Claudia.
was a little late for band.
but ohhwells.
it turned out fine.
I TOTALLY CANNOT TEACH.
seriously.
I'm more of a follower.
if you ask me to teach you, you'll end end even more confused.
Ah, I know.
If I were to become a teacher, I would be muchmuch worse than Mr Tan and Mrs Soon.
seriously.
i cannot teach.
that's why I can't be an SL...
reminds me.
Today's Mr Tan and Ms Cai's last day.
I'm gonna miss them.
yeah, Mr Tan can't really teach, but he lets me appreciate Mrs Ho.
LOL. I used to say Mrs Ho can't teach, but compared to him, she's much better.
and Mr Tan is caring and helpful.
Ms Cai... D:
she's so nice...
and now geog's gonna be Mrs Soon.
seriously.
I mean like, her?
c'mon. this is a crucial part of the year.
big geog test coming.
and Mrs Soon...?
Oh no.
it's sad that the good teachers always gotta leave.
Ms Cai, Mdm Chong, Mr Firhad, Mrs You.
ah. it's okay then.
hmmm.
it's a saturday tomorrow.
lalala.
boring day here I come.
haha.
ohoh. there was a debate during HCL just now.
with the China students.
LOL.
hilarious much.
there was this girl who was...
ah, nevermind.
OH. I got A2 for HCL!
WOOHOOOO.
I said if I ever got an A for HCL, it'll be a miracle.
and I did :D
yayyyyyyyy.
but i'd better keep it up.
cuz it's only CA2.
EOYs... D:
Ah.
Oh yeah. something weird.
I'm starting to speak chinese at home.
seriously.
I mean, I thought I'd never do so.
hmmm.
andandand, I like kpop now :D
hahaha.
it's nice, although sometimes I don't get what they're saying.
what else...?
I think that's all for now.
basically, I don't really like Saturdays.
I mean, they're so boring.
and the mood I'm in on a Saturday depends on the past few days.
cause...
ah, it's hard to explain.
but judging from today, it wouldn't be so good.
gotta keep hoping.
oh, and september holidays are worst.
the whole shitload of homework,
plus EOYs revision.
AH.
I. Have. To. Buck. Up.
I'm totally flunking my english and lit.
geog... yeah, terrible too.
havent got back math CA2 overalls, so currently, I'm only happy with my science and HCL marks.
haha.
hmmmm.
I think that's all for now.
Byeeeee :D
Happy Holidays~
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