& i don't feel like stopping it
Thursday, October 21, 2010 @5:09 PM
hihi :Dhaha hmm. even though EOYs are over, I still didn't blog till today. Haha. Too lazy to. Ah anywayyy... So this week has been alright. That's a little vague isn't it? But sorry, my describing skills suck ttm. This week had its pros and cons. It was quite an enjoyable week. Haha. So... yeah.
There were interclass games on monday. hmm yeah we almost won, but lost in the end. ah well. lucky I wasn't participating. I totally can't do sports. I run away from the ball way more than hitting it. haha. tuesday... we went to OCS. or something. haha. it was pretty fun. that place looked more like a resort than an army camp. we had a tour of the place, some of us got to shoot real guns though I didn't cause it was scary. haha.
then yesterday, we got back some of our exam scripts. science, math, lit, eng. today got back HCL, geog, design. gosh. science, math, design was acceptable, geog was average, lit, eng and HCL were screwed. well, HCL has always been screwed up, and at least I've improved from last year, so it's kinda alright. but lit and english... gah they're horrible. lit totally pulled down my overall percentage by alot, and now I don't know if I can even get to triple science. I got so freaking many Bs this year. sighhh. like 3 of em. ohkay, wait. I needa look on the bright side. hmm. I don't have a C anymore unlike last year, and... I didn't do as bad as some classmates? hmm. alrights. anyway. I trust that God has a better plan for me. even if everything seems bleak like at this moment, it's gonna be alright, everything's gonna be alright, cause God will make a way for me(: hahaha ah well. I'm just glad that EOYs are over and I can slack all day. next year isn't gonna be a piece of cake, I know that, so just let me enjoy this last bit of freedom before 2011 comes along. thankyou. LOL.
hmm. so many band practices these days. like seriously. monday, wednesday, friday. even tomorrow, when we're ending earlier, we still have band practice. well yeah I enjoy them, just that it's kinda tiring. it ends like 6.30pm. and I reach home at 7pm, and find that my family's waiting for me to eat dinner. yeah I don't get why they wait for me since I reach home so late, but ah well. I almost died yesterday during band. really tired. ah anyway. concert in about a month's time! come support us! :D haha.
it's been reaaalll hazy these days. it looks like it's raining when it isn't. when I step out of my house every morning, my eyes sting. and the haze smells awful. gah. I wanna throw smoke grenades over the whole of indonesia. i don't like this haze at all /: ah well. I'm tired.
oh yeah. just now while going though the HCL paper 1, the teacher whose name I shant mention, was totally... argh. the gong han, she showed some ridiculous paragraphs. people were laughing. and now I'm telling you. that first paragraph was mine. it was freaking mine. well I understand her showing it was to let us learn from our mistakes, but she was freaking rubbing it in. she was like insulting me. can you imagine how hurt I felt? I mean, its not like its my freaking fault that my chinese sucks, everyone makes mistakes, but she didn't have to go say until like it's a hilarious joke. people were laughing. argh. screw her. I don't want her to be my HCL teacher. it seems though she's looking down on us. excuse me, we're students, much younger and less experienced than her! argh. anyway.
hmm. ughzxcndjfisdjg I don't like the haze at all. I can't even see any clouds! this is intolerable! I thought the rain would wash it away, but after the rain today, nope, not at all. it seems to have gotten worse. so bad that I don't even feel safe breathing the air in my own house. bleah.
haha ohkays I think that's all for now. thanksgiving service or something tomorrow. alrights.
byeeeees :D