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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @3:50 PM
hey.meh. things aren't exactly going my way now but whatever. I'm not gonna break down and cry and go mad cause, that's not gonna make anything better right? ah well. it's just a way of venting. and so. I'm venting here. hope you don't mind. and hey, I'm not forcing you to read. just get outta here if you don't want to. okay, sorry. I'm feeling kinda snappy now. wanna know why I'm so unhappy? lol okay. I'm not telling you.
so... band today. haha. it was fun. super tiring though. practiced with choir today. monday also. at least I didn't screw up. lunched opposite today and monday during lunch break. oh, jap lesson yesterday. for the Japan trip. so lets see. hajimenashite. watashi wa grace desu. dozo yoroshiku onegaishimasu. HAH. I remember. that's pretty much the only one I remember of what I learnt yesterday though. that's the way I introduce myself individually. the group one... forgot already. haha. anyway.
oh yeah. after band on monday, we kinda gave Grace Foong some birthday surprise. ohkay, she had already guessed it but we still had to try and keep her from going home. she seemed to want to go home alot that day. so. I was supposed to bring her to the toilet at central staircase there, but haha. instead we went outta school, waited by the school gate. then walked by back of the school, the carpark there... lol. she was trying to spy on the rest. so I followed. haha. finally went to CCA block. so yeah, there was a trayful of jelly, one with a candle. and cup noodles. haha. stuff that she liked. cause, well, she didn't like cream... and alot of other stuff I can't remember. haha ah well. she didn't cry there. but anyway, it was fun. hope she had an enjoyable birthday.
oh. streaming results. so... hehheh. I got into triple science :D but history.................... D': which is absolutely disappointing cause I really hate history. well it wouldn't be so bad if I had more friends in history too. but the only friends who got into triple science hist was hmm. Maye, PiaoLin, Rachel, Teresa, Zong Han. so. I'm appealing to geog(: Maye also. SERIOUSLY. IF MAYE'S APPEAL SUCCEEDS WHILE MINE FAILS, I'M GONNA GO MAD. I'll be left in stupid history alone D: ah well. so... hm.
You promised. and you didn't keep that promise. maybe it wasn't anything much to you, maybe you had already forgotten that promise that you had made. but a matter as small as that, it sure meant alot to me. and you just broke it. why.I don't know what I mean to you. I don't know what to think anymore.
hmm. my phone's going bonkers. I've lost all my contacts and my messages countless times the past few days. my phone just blanks out, then when it gets back to normal, all my messages have disappeared D: it's absolutely saddening. ah well. I've tried to persuade my father to let me get a new phone but ah well. gotta wait till he finds a job first. anyone know of any avaliable good engineering jobs? hmm. speaking of jobs, I heard ShiLing got a job as a waitress in some Japanese restaurant. I wanna work too! and earn more pocket money. I'm going broke these days. and I hate depending on my parents for money. ah well. I'm not even at the legal age yet. I'd wanna work at Starbucks or someplace nice. anywayyy... I have studies and cca to concentrate on. so yeah in the future.
bah. I'm craving for M&Ms. who can spare me some? my sisters finished all those at home D: and yeah, my sisters are as annoying as ever. seriously. I'm hoping my sister won't get into fairfield next year. I don't want any more disruptions in my life. yeah yeah I know I'm sucha bad sister. blah. whatever. maybe I wouldn't mind if she were a little more mature. okay. she'd better not read this. not that she knows my blog url. not that she even reads people's blogs anyway. ah well. I'm just ranting.
so... yeah. I'm at least feeling kinda better than when I'd just started writing. so haha yeah maybe it helps. the venting and ranting, I mean. lalala. I think I should go now. I haven't touched a single bit of my homework the past week. and I hope my appeal to geog succeeds too. alrights then. anyway if I doesn't, I suppose it's God's will. yeah. so I guess I don't mind. I'll definitely be alright.
BYE. [:
I miss you.