& hold me tight and never let me go.
Friday, April 8, 2011 @9:39 PM
hi.okay.
I really need to cheer up.
hm.
yeah.
drama got GWH.
like.
heartbreak.
I really have nothing to say.
okay no, I do.
it's like rubbing it in.
like a bitch slap in the face.
GWH. seriously.
okayokay I know it's FMSS drama.
not some other random school.
so I should be happy.
but I can't help it.
time heals wounds.
gotta wait for it to fade away.
still, no doubt I'm gonna wake up with a heavy heart again.
just gotta get over it...
maybe I will after carousel.
or the coming band practice, which is next wednesday.
I miss my french horn anyway ):
no band today,
but I stayed back after school with BQ, Ethel and Claire.
did homework, some of which I didn't know how to do.
oh well.
was staying back for the internationalisation trip briefing.
had dinner with BQ and Ethel at fusion.
well, sorta.
I had no appitite, so I just had Ethel's cheese fries.
wasn't hungry at all, until like now.
now I'm effing hungry lol.
the briefing was okay,
I went for the China one, my mother went for the Cambodia one.
hmm.
on the way home,
it was really like silent.
she was the one asking questions every now and then,
but I just answered, and I didn't talk much.
had no mood to.
oh well.
I feel bad.
but haiz.
oh yeah, Owyong got the FSB SYF people together in the audi right after assembly.
I have absolutely no idea why he chose after assembly and not after school or something,
but in some way, it's like skipping lessons, only a little part of it though,
but still, we were doing so together, as a band.
reminded me of the time we had to leave class earlier for SYF soundcheck at SCH,
and the SYF day when we didn't even have to come for lessons.
haha.
well.
Owyong kinda encouraged us and stuff.
still,
I'm really wondering why after assembly.
lol.
anywayyy.
today, school was alright.
bio and emath test,
which were manageable.
hope I did well...
I'll stay strong anyway.
cause I believe everything will be alright.
ah okay.
getting tired.
shall sleep soon.
byees(: