& we're meant to be
Thursday, April 7, 2011 @8:19 PM
heyzz(:okay I'm gonna keep this as short and sweet as possible cause I've no time.
bio and emath test tomorrow, plus ting xie, and I'm still doing this.
ANYWAY.
this week has been...
I don't know.
it's really passing by in a blur.
it's already thursday today omg.
so.
let's see.
monday...
school was fine I think.
then band.
haha.
I remember.
Toby was really crazy during sectionals.
he kept saying the wrong this and wanting to eat potatoes.
HAHA.
we were like laughing,
but I don't know...
it somehow gave me a sad feeling.
nevermind.
I don't know how to explain.
ah well.
think I got home pretty late.
then tuesday.
school...
band after that...
our last practice before SYF!
Mrs Chua said we sounded good (:
and there were like encouragement messages like everywhere...
it was a nice feeling.
wednesday.
SYF DAY.
woke up like at 745.
haha we didn't need to attend lessons that day.
oh.
it's actually yesterday.
feels like weeks ago.
had breakfast with BQ at fusion.
went to school in band uniform...
hm. kinda visited class, collected homework.
haha.
then we practiced, and Mrs Chua said we sounded really good.
and Mr Chua said if we played like that we would get gold.
so that was good.
lunch...
bused to SCH...
waited...
ate bananas...
strangest thing of all, is that I wasn't even nervous.
yeah I did wake up nervous,
but it faded soon after.
at SCH,
I was like waiting, wondering when that full blown panic attack would arrive.
and it never did.
not even on stage.
from then, things really passed by in a blur.
waited for quite sometime,
before we went into the tuning room, played for 10 mins,
waited outside the hall for the band before us to finish,
then our turn.
okay.
I couldn't play my high notes properly.
we didn't sound good,
but not particularly bad either,
or so I thought.
when we were done,
it was really a no comments thing.
I really had nothing to say about our performance.
went in to watch the last band soon after,
then waited...
then results.
silver.
surprise surprise.
almost everyone was like crying.
it was really so disappointing.
even the guys cried.
I would have laughed if I didn't feel so sad,
if we weren't the one getting silver.
hey, crying is contagious.
I was trying so hard to be strong but oh well.
epic fail at that.
but seriously.
we tried our best.
we played well during practice earlier that day.
SYF at 430 was supposed to be the peak,
the best that we've ever played,
but oh well.
looks like that wasn't the case.
up till now, I still kinda have that pain in my chest.
I feel so frustrated.
I want to redo SYF all over again.
I can't believe it just ended like this.
but what can I do?
nothing.
haiz.
but ANYWAY.
the judges were strict,
that's all.
even though we got a silver,
FSB IS STILL A GOLD BAND.
I don't care.
we're awesome.
"S.H.I.T. happens, life goes on."
- th' awesome Mrs Chua :D
I love Mrs Chua and Mr Chua ttm seriously :D
they're so awesome.
and cute.
hahaaha.
hm, we may have lost, but we aren't defeated.
although...
it kinda bothers me that up till now,
we're the only band this SYF that did not get a gold.
AHBAND and NHSB both got gold.
and I think CGSSB will too.
which makes us...
NEVERMIND.
WE'RE TOO AWESOME.
and even though I still have one more year in FSB,
I reallyreallyreally don't wanna ever leave.
okay that's impossible I know,
but I really don't even want to think of leaving.
sooner or later,
sec 3s 2011 would have to go too.
but I'm really gonna miss FSB to the freaking max.
and FHM and my frenchhorn ):
I love FSB too much.
even though we didn't get a gold,
we still have memories of our friendship
hahaha MOF okay
but really.
I know everyone tried their best, and that's good enough.
carousel on 15/4.
we're performing.
AND FSB SHALL SHOW EVERYONE THAT WE'RE A GOLD BAND.
ohohoh. I love my tiny unplayable frenchhorn!
it's so freaking cute I can't stand it.
I can just stare at it all day...
LOL.
no band practice tomorrow anyway.
but I have to stay back for the internationalization trip briefing at night.
so oh well.
shall do homework in school.
anywayyy...
today.
physics test, english formal letter test, HCL BZBD test.
couldn't even study when I got home yesterday.
seriously.
no mood at all.
but yeah,
I'm better today (:
and I finished all my homework in school today.
how awesome :D
but.
I haven't started studying for bio...
and emath...
and ting xie...
oh no.
hey, how long have I been blogging?
gah.
okay.
gtg now!
byees(: