& I wanted to write you a verse
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 @1:06 PM
heyo (:
it's the hols (:
but. more than half of it is gone already.
noooooooooo.
k I've kinda finished all my holiday homework,
but I need to study for the semestral tests.
or I'm really gonna die.
especially for the sciences.
oh well.
family's overseas!
they went malaysia without me.
not that I wanted to go.
k I actually felt like going the day before they went,
which was saturday.
and that day, the day that they left,
I don't know.
when they set of, I just felt so...
empty.
lonely.
I really felt so alone,
like I've never felt more alone in my life.
just the thought of them so far away...
I just...
and to think that I was actually excited, anticipating having the whole house to myself.
but then, I don't know why...
I just felt so depressed.
and they were going to KL and cameron highlands.
BUT NOW, I'm fine :D
there was someone to fill that hole in me (:
after the first day, it was alright already.
and I've been staying over at my grandparent's house.
I stay at home almost all day,
my grandparents bring me my meals,
then I go to their house at night.
heh thank goodness I don't have to be alone at home.
or I would have died of loneliness and boredom.
and I would probably have even resorted to go for aimless walks myself and get lost haha.
ohh well. I finally went for an aimless walk yesterday,
not alone though :D
ended up not going too far.
but I finally did something that I'd wanted to do for a long time.
don't know why I wanted to but yeah.
lol I'm just rambling on and on and I don't know what I'm talking about
and I'm hungry...
meh.
my family's coming back tomorrow.
and they're gonna bring my msia grandfather,
who's gonna sleep in my room on my bed,
so I'll still not be able to sleep on my bed the next few nights.
c'mon man I miss sleeping on my bed.
and I don't know if I even want them to come back just yet.
they'll probably get all annoying on me again.
gah.
I don't know.
whatever.
don't know what I'm talking about either.
I think I should just go eat my lunch.
lol.
alrights then.
byeeees (: