& and the truth in your eyes
Monday, July 11, 2011 @9:23 PM
hey.k I know I'm not supposed to be blogging now but whatever.
I've no mood to study and homework's done.
yay. semestral tests over.
don't mind if I don't sound too excited but yeah I'm just not in the mood to.
ah well.
the past week has been alright I guess.
in some ways.
got back my amath, emath, geog, and chem semestral tests already.
ain't telling you my marks cause I know what you're gonna say already.
even though I know most people know already.
sigh.
what is this.
I'm being judged for working hard and doing my best?
stop it already.
what is wrong with the world.
just because I'm trying my very best, people are making such a big deal about it and going against me.
I've had enough.
no, I'm not gonna start failing on purpose so just shut the hell up.
just stop it already, will ya?
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I don't want to cry myself to sleep again.
these few days have been too much for me.
I'm just so glad I have my friends there for me (:
O Level CL oral this wednesday...
about 2 days away.
gah I hate oral.
I really really really wanna do well.
I really really really hope I do well...
I've always been bad at oral... getting tongue tied...
except for the PSLE oral, that was awesome.
but I suppose it's only a one time thing.
especially chinese.
my chinese ain't good.
I wouldn't know what to say...
sigh.
I'm scared.
and I hope to get A1 for O level CL paper this year...
so I can continue HCL next year and not have to take chinese in JC.
oh, and I really need my HCL marks cause my english sucks...
gah honestly...
plus my mood's being crappy these days so how'm I supposed to study?
yeah yeah I'm not like those kind of pro people can do oral well without studying de.
haiz.
I'll try anyway.
thank goodness oral's not tomorrow.
3ABE HCL tomorrow mostly.
not ours.
AHHH DARN IT.
I don't know what to do.
it hurts. really hurts.
how come I can't move on when everyone else can?
I'm trying.
anyway recess on mondays are on the 3rd period of the day.
great.
just great.
sucha long day to endure.
maybe I'm just having monday blues.
ah whatever.
shall go do something else already.
bye.