& to tell you from my heart
Wednesday, September 7, 2011 @9:28 PM
heyyo.
trying the new version of blogger.
hmm kinda confusing.
but then again I just started.
ah damn this stomachache.
whole day on and off.
but anyway.
went to watch smurfs today (:
with my mum and 2 sisters.
but then I felt kinda feverish after that.
then went home and took a 1.5h nap.
oh well.
and then I did english compo muahahaha
okay how irrelevant.
but maybe how I could actually think of something to write was cause I've been reading like crazy the past few days.
ahahha I finished a whole book yesterday.
and another the previous 2 days.
oh lol.
cause today I don't feel like doing anything~~
went out with Maye yesterday (:
jurong regional library and imm and... her house playground?
haha
and we did physics.
oh physics.
haven't finished.
ah backache now.
wth is wrong with me?
so sick today.
damn I hope I can go out tomorrow.
so restricted by my dad.
can't go anywhere unless I go out to do homework.
oh give me a break.
I've always been doing homework haven't I? [heh except now]
so he wants me to have NO LIFE
and too wrapped up in cotton wool
and and and I don't even get to learn my sense of direction cause I can't even go anywhere oh seriously
so bloody trapped.
and he fetches me to and from choir too.
=.=
last time I had more freedom.
until...
now I can't help but look forward to be 18
then I'll be free.
or so he says.
anyway. maturity and responsibility is not according to age.
maybe I might be 18 but still can't tell right from wrong [duh no]
maybe now I already can.
no wonder my mum felt trapped.
ANYWAY.
haven't actually listened to music in a longlong time.
like youtube or itunes or using my ipod or phone or anything.
haha
I don't know I just felt kinda superstitious.
like the music might corrupt my mind or something.
I'm paranoid I know.
but piano kind of music I was fine with it.
oh well I'm listening to music now.
I think my ears are getting better and my eyes worse.
lalala
I feel weirdly random and high again.
plus a backache.
and the on and off stomachache.
oh haha.
hmm lemme think.
I stayed at home all day on monday and last saturday.
did all the homework except most of emath, some physics, and chinese.
yes, chinese.
tys.
lazy ttm.
I think, I shall do HCL later.
then I think, will my brain be able to comprehend chinese today? I think not.
so I don't do.
tada.
bleh I'm going mad.
staying with my crazy sisters at home all day,
yup I'm going mad.
we really go crazy and sing and scream like mad people.
haha you probably can't imagine me doing that right?
too bad. I do.
todaysh wednesday.
still have thurs fri sat sun.
aw man so few days left.
and I still have to do chinese.
hmmm emath is really alot.
at least we don't have to complete it by sunday.
ohhh screw this backache.
and neckache.
what the heck have I been doing?
seriously.
andandand, wireless@sg won't let me sign up ):
I want my wireless.
my mum wants to quit her course.
I don't want her to.
as in, she's only halfway through.
and there's this exam, the lecturer changed the question recently and now
she has to write 8 pages minimum of stuff.
and it's like lit.
seriously.
which I hate.
but anyway, she's kinda stressed and has to take care of us children,
BUT I feel that it's such a waste if she gives it up.
just because of the stupid exam.
well, mainly.
but she said she's afraid of failing.
who isn't?
she says the lecturer excepts them to have photographic memory,
well, who has?
everyone else is going to fail too.
and I think that giving up just like that ain't the best choice.
oh well. it's up to her.
just realised I haven't mentioned what course.
I think it's some kind of bible study thing.
oh well.
gosh I'm freaking TIRED.
my back and neck hurts but at least I don't feel as feverish anymore.
and my stomachache's gone for the moment yay.
please don't come back
I want a black and white stuffed porpoise to add to my black&white collection.
haha.
find it kinda cool
maybe a dolphin replacement would be fine, cause I think porpoise toys are rare.
but they don't have black and white.
oh well.
oh just go away you backache.
I'm not an old woman.
I'm not even 18 yet!
lalala
okay I feel silly
byees(: