& making every kind of silence Tuesday, March 27, 2012 @9:27 PM
hi. I don't exactly know what's causing all these tears, but all I know is that, they won't stop. it hurts. so much. and I'm wondering if all these tears are those that I've kept inside for so long. everything caused it. the way things are, my loneliness. how people can't understand me, how I'll never be a priority. how my dreams will never come true, how I'm better off not alive. I want to go home. it's better than this miserable world anyway. I'm so weak. I'm such a crybaby. why I'm even on this earth still remains a mystery to me. I've tried to remain strong. but I can't. it's so hard. who will really stay by me?
I wonder if anyone actually knows of my hidden words. sometimes I wonder if I actually do want someone to know and understand me. but it's pathetic. I'm pathetic. so I hide. since I'm gonna be judged anyway, why the hell not.
but argh whatever. chem test tomorrow. bio SPA too. I haven't even started atudying. yay me. okbye ><.
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